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Adult life....

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I feel like I don't exist on here anymore.....
Real life, with real adult problems hit me hard this semester, what with car loans and car insurance.... fretting about what I'm doing with my life, work, and now my dad needing treatment for a diabetic ulcer on the bottom of his foot.  Get to deal with that for awhile.  At least summer break is almost here.  Maybe I can work on cosplay, and fan-fiction, and my kid's series and finally read all those books that keep piling up in my room, and maybe I can finally clean my room!
No....I'm gonna work all summer and earn lots of money I'll never see cause it's going to paying off my car.... I'm tired of adulting.
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Uh.... how long has it been?  I don'y even know.  Let's see, we've had all the holidays, New Year's, and I'm seeing Valentine's day stuff in stores, so that must be soon-ish.... all the days are one anymore...

Not much new.  Got a car.  Getting everything taken care of for it..... school started..... work's making me a bartender......yep.  Glamorous life, living the dream.  Good luck, darlings and dreamers.
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Feels

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Oh man......
So, a friend from high school has contacted me after four years of not speaking to me.  For no reason, he stopped all communication with me our freshmen year of college.  He apologized for all for that, for being a jerk, and that I deserved none of it.    I was just so happy to hear from him, I forgave him right away.  But, now, I'm in this weird state where I'm remembering the pain of abadonment, but also the good times we had.  I hoping we can pick up the pieces.
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Update

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Hm, geez, when was the last time I wrote a journal and wasn't complaining about life?

I have completely settled into the semester.  Midterm is coming up, and I've got a paper due at the end of this month.  My teaching class is going well, as is my voice class.  I've missed singing so much and it's such a joy to be in the practice again.  I wish we did things like choir recitals, but that might not have fit into me schedule.  It's pretty packed as t is.
Despite that, though, I have found the time to work on my Elsa cosplay so I get to wear that for Halloween!  Along with with the other 1 million Elsas.......  I unfortunately have not been in the mood for writing.  It's also a case of time.  I like a large window of time to do editing, which is what I have been doing with my children's series.  I tell people it's about three years old and they can't believe I haven't done anything with it yet.  So I'm taking after Hemingway; write something, say it's perfect, put it away for a few months, pull it out and realize it's absolutely terrible.  
I quit my crappy job and I pick up my final paycheck at the end of this week.  Hopefully I will be raking in more money monthly with more hours at my other job.  If not, I'm just going to have to find something that pays more an hour.  I'm not concerned about all that yet.  i'm just happy things are going well right now.  
It's been an easier semester so far.  No stress about deadlines, or huffy teachers, or ridiculous work hours.  
Ye-up, things are going fine.
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nnnngh........

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I sit here, thinking about all I need to do in the coming weeks and I begin to think it's better to quit life and become a burrito.
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